Wow, I don't know if I'll be writing a book anytime soon but maybe I should put one out there too. Lol. Maybe i'll check it out one of these days.

Well, I had some financial burdens come upon me this past weekend that were unexpected and have left me basically broke So I called my problem bridesmaid on Sunday to see if she can afford to buy the dress herself since I have no money to loan anyone at the moment. She had such a bad day I didn't want to throw it in so I didn't mention it. Then Monday I called and she said she would call me back because it wasn't a good time.... 2 hours later... I call her again, she says its a bad time and she will call the next day at 10am. Tuesday morning I get no phone call. By noon I was out and left my phone behind (i was in the woods and didn't want to lose it in the snow). When I got back my phone was dead so on my way home I charged it. I did get a message from her later that afternoon just saying to call her back. So I do, and no answer I left a message explaining to her that I came up with an unexpected expense over the weekend that left me pretty much broke at the moment and have no money to loan out. I told her that I told the bridal shop to just put out the order for the two dresses and if we figure something out then we'll call back to order hers. I told her that I really do want her in the bridal party and to call me as soon as she can, but if she can't afford it that I would still love for her to be here for the wedding. Already the girls aren't going to get their dresses till beginning of May and the wedding is beginning of June. If she waits too long she won't have any time to get alterations done. I mentioned that too. I don't get it....

All today she has had her phone off. Not something she usually does. No messages or anything. Should I just assume she isn't going to be in the wedding and move on or should I wait till I hear from her to be 100% sure?