I see. I would feel weird too to ask someone to throw one for me. I would just keep dropping hints to the MOH and see if she says anything about it. I am in a little bit of a different situation right now, my MOH is also MOH in a different friends wedding so I felt really bad asking her, but she's the one that I want to be next to me. One of my other BMs already offered to throw the shower for me, so that's nice. Hope all works out for you and you get a beautiful shower!