I agree with the ladies above me, you are so young and have so much in front of you, you should really give grown life a chance before rushing into things. I can tell you first hand its better to be on your feet financally in a relationship then not. $20 a week is not enough to plan a wedding on and put food on the table. I work full time in management and it is still hard to make ends meet some months I am sure you have heard this all before but really reconsider, a year is not that long, take your time, enjoy life.